lComment to Catluv:--Hello dear One:---Its so good to see you here again but your post saddened me beyond measure. I know you have probably already done this but have you talked to your Doc about there possibly being a chemical inbalance which could be causing your depression? I only bring this up as I too have been in that dark valley and no matter what I did the clouds just got darker and my Doc tested me and put me on Paxil and within a week the clouds started lifing and the joy and hope slowly started to creep back into my thoughts so I know you have gone through so many docs telling you so many things and you have educated yourself so well but I just wanted to suggest it in case you missed it. You know I love you to the moon my sweet Kitty Girl and you know you can contact me about anything at anytime. Sincerely Sheila (sheshe030)